1. |
Dead Stare
01:30
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2. |
Lost In You
02:29
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I am sick of you fucking with my head
I can't retain my thoughts when they try to leave
Post traumatic fucking hell is all i've ever known
I'm sick of saying nothing
they listen but never hear
sick of starving
make me disapear
You're stuck with me i'm lost in you
my nightmares have come true
Thought i was getting better
turns out i was fucking wrong because no matter how hard i try
theres too much fucking hate inside
You're stuck with me i'm lost in you
my nightmares have come true
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3. |
Heart of Cold
01:57
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Victimize I'll be come my enemy ill make you see that this is the end of me
stab my heart so my soul pours out of me i'll make you see that this is the end of me
felt this way before
you fucking traitor
Victimize I'll be come my enemy ill make you see that this is the end of me
stab my heart so my soul pours out of me i'll make you see that this is the end of me
stab my heart bring me down one more time
I'm fucking sick of you
I'm not giving up
I'm just letting go
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4. |
Letting Go
00:59
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I know I am alone in this world
I cannot be stuck in denial with who I've become
I've grown to hate the feeling of sleep and other forms of self isolation
My dreams are haunted with the ones I love and it's only getting worse
Day by day, night by fucking night
Death comes knocking and I answer every time hoping this will the the last
I'm not giving up I'm just letting go
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5. |
The Night
02:01
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back and forth i'll overthink to my breaking point
i cannot relate its far too late
get me out of my twisted state
this state of mind haunts me at night
we are we are the night coming down for you
i never thought it would end like this too late to be missed and a life i'll dismiss
make it quick make it quick im dying ill admit
im dying ill admit
so sing me to sleep with the sound of your death
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6. |
Caged
01:14
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Everyday is the same
I wake up feeling worse than the last
I can't help but blame myself and let my guilty conscience take hold of me
It's like an eye that is always watching and never shuts
Shunning me into a cage of dysphoric tension
I have the key to get out but I never try to leave because I know I'll eventually be thrown right back in again
My heart is hungry but I cannot stomach the feeling of connection
A force that always drives me away once I get close
Maybe they were right all along
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7. |
Nail In My Coffin
01:24
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Drag me down and bury your sins so no one can see
one last nail and ill make this coffin my home fighting from the grip of the unknown
this isnt me this isnt me
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8. |
Empty Bedroom
01:13
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My lover falls into an empty bedroom where they struggle to find a way out
A fixed idea in their mind limits their potential and makes them suffer until they can no longer stand to live in that empty room
Hours feel like days and sleep is out of the question
How long will it take before one of us snaps, bends or even breaks
The brakes on their mind don't seem to be slowing down anytime soon so they keep this engine going
As for me, I am stuck on the other side of the world in a place that I can't stand
I can't stand the thought of dying but I still wish it upon myself each day I'm here
Once I make my escape, my lover will discover their full potential and break free from the constraints of that empty bedroom
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9. |
Feel Alright
02:24
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let me ruin myself i swear i deserve this hell
ill trust anyone tell me im fine
so pleas ruin me one more time
when my blood turns gray
i swear ill fade away
into the mess ive become
ill call out for help but i know you wont be there
sing me to sleep tonight
make me feel alright
and i promise you this wont end well
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10. |
Dead Before Dawn
02:01
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you cant kill me im already dead
fuck im dreaming its all in my head
send me to suffer
lead me to die
im stuck in your grips but i swear im getting better
fuck
sing me to sleep
the reaper in my dreams has come for me
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Deviants Walden, New York
Cynical, ambient metal and spoken word.
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